Choices

It has been some time since I last updated something here. Has been months since I last wrote a diary. So, here I go:

My current obsession is a movie called "Our Times". The song- Little Happiness just couldn't get off of my mind. Always love this kind of high school love story, simple and innocent yet meaningful *such a little girl* ;)

On the other hand, black and white keys aren't getting along well with my ten fingers. My sight reading is literally very bad, to an extent even I was shocked that I didn't manage to follow and play much notes while playing the accompaniment for orchestra practice. The feelings when your fingers can no longer fly, not to say to improve any.

22 days more to finals. And that marks the end of my university life as well. Life is full of choices, and without fail, I have always been very extremely truly hesitant in decision making.

Global Internship Programme?
Work and Travel?
Exchange for volunteering job?
Part time job?
Internship for accounting or finance related position?
Apply job?
Apply for management trainee programme?
How about unit trust career?
Should I become a music teacher?

Or can I just stop everything, have a clear and peaceful mind first, and answers will be revealed?

I always believe in adventure. Does travelling mindset mean that my ambitious isn't big and realistic? Does it mean I am wasting my time for non-career benefit activities? Does that mean I am wasting my youth, spending too much? You know at one stage if you really don't know what you want and blindly enter into something, you won't be happy and positive in what you are supposed to do.

It's for me to know, for time to figure it out.

Climb mountains not so the world can see you, but so you can see the world. And live the moments.